Yesterday, I was cleaning the house and heard Marchus go barrelling through the bathroom door in quite a hurry! As I walked closer to the door to make sure he was alright, I heard the following:
"Countdown...3...2...1...blastoff(trickle, trickle...steady stream, and sigh). Mission Completion!"
I nearly had to use the restroom myself, I was laughing so hard!
Today in the car on the way to the grocery store, Marchus proceeded to educate me on the plan of salvation. He has been sincerely concerned about dying and death. This was the end of our conversation, and it made my day:
Marchus: "Is Jesus going to come down and see us?"
Me: "Yes, someday."
Marchus: "Tomorrow?"
Me: "I don't think so buddy..."
Marchus: "I want to give Jesus a hug mom. And Heavenly Father. I love them so much!"
Tonight at dinner Marchus was complaining about what he saw in front of him on his plate. As his whining grew louder, I told him he would need to be excused if he couldn't stop whining, and he wouldn't be able to come back to the table until he was ready to be sweet and talk like a happy grateful boy. Without batting an eyelash or even the briefest pause he said to me in a very serious tone: "I'm going to report you to the officers!"
I can't wait to see what he comes up with tomorrow!
:)
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Monday, June 15, 2009
Self demotivation...and all that fun stuff!
I have decided that I will no longer get down on myself!! It happens waaaaaay too often. I get down on myself and then I'm depressed and feeling unmotivated and unlovable!
I know I am not alone in this process. There are so many who feel this same way. Where does it come from? Why do I get so stinkin' hard on myself and feel like I'm worthless?
Late last night, I found my answer! I wanted to share it. I was reading a talk given by Russel M. Nelson, given back in 1989. Here are a few excerpts that opened my eyes:
"Of course, there are times when a woman’s ability to endure is taxed to the limit. A teacher may have had enough of childish pranks, or a mother might be heard to say she’s “ready to resign.” She could become discouraged, especially if comparing herself unrealistically to others or focusing on what she is to do instead of on what she is to be.
Her self-esteem cannot be based on physical features, possession or lack of a particular talent, or comparative quantities of anything. Her self-esteem is earned by individual righteousness and a close relationship with God. Her outward glow is generated by goodness within. And her patience is much more apparent than any imperfection. (See D&C 67:13.)
Sweet serenity is found in fervent prayer. Then, we forget ourselves and remember the reaching hands of the Savior, who said, “Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” (Matt. 11:28.) As our burdens are shared with Him, they do become lighter.
Feelings of worth come when a woman follows the example of the Master. Her sense of infinite worth comes from her own Christlike yearning to reach out with love, as He does."
"Her saintly calling is opposed by Satan. He would shatter the family unit and demean the worth of woman. He would triumph if one man would offend or fail to honor her, or if one woman would deny her infinite worth and behave beneath her dignity. The vulgar portrayal of her beauty as an object of lust, the vile invasion of her private purity, should provoke righteous indignation from all caring people.
The gospel has been restored in these latter days so that the light of the Lord can prevail over efforts of the adversary. This day has long been prophesied. The Lord has promised worthy Saints of our time: “Upon the servants and upon the handmaids in those days will I pour out my spirit.” (Joel 2:29.)
A woman’s richest rewards will come as she rises to fulfill her destiny as a devoted daughter of God. To all faithful Saints He has promised thrones, kingdoms, principalities, glory, immortality, and eternal lives. (See Rom. 2:7; D&C 75:5; D&C 128:12, 23; D&C 132:19.) That is the potential for women in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. It is exalting, everlasting, and divine."
When I read these words, I feel uplifted and grateful that I have this potential! In the past, I have chosen to allow the advasary to sway me and pull me down. Now, knowing that I have a choice, makes such a difference! I will choose to remember that I am a daughter of God who has divine worth!
I love having the opportunity and blessings of being a stay-at-home mom! Even though I am learning and growing everyday and I still fall short at times, I know that my Father in Heaven always has open arms for me to "come unto Him," become whole in spirit and know who I am in His sight!
I know I am not alone in this process. There are so many who feel this same way. Where does it come from? Why do I get so stinkin' hard on myself and feel like I'm worthless?
Late last night, I found my answer! I wanted to share it. I was reading a talk given by Russel M. Nelson, given back in 1989. Here are a few excerpts that opened my eyes:
"Of course, there are times when a woman’s ability to endure is taxed to the limit. A teacher may have had enough of childish pranks, or a mother might be heard to say she’s “ready to resign.” She could become discouraged, especially if comparing herself unrealistically to others or focusing on what she is to do instead of on what she is to be.
Her self-esteem cannot be based on physical features, possession or lack of a particular talent, or comparative quantities of anything. Her self-esteem is earned by individual righteousness and a close relationship with God. Her outward glow is generated by goodness within. And her patience is much more apparent than any imperfection. (See D&C 67:13.)
Sweet serenity is found in fervent prayer. Then, we forget ourselves and remember the reaching hands of the Savior, who said, “Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” (Matt. 11:28.) As our burdens are shared with Him, they do become lighter.
Feelings of worth come when a woman follows the example of the Master. Her sense of infinite worth comes from her own Christlike yearning to reach out with love, as He does."
"Her saintly calling is opposed by Satan. He would shatter the family unit and demean the worth of woman. He would triumph if one man would offend or fail to honor her, or if one woman would deny her infinite worth and behave beneath her dignity. The vulgar portrayal of her beauty as an object of lust, the vile invasion of her private purity, should provoke righteous indignation from all caring people.
The gospel has been restored in these latter days so that the light of the Lord can prevail over efforts of the adversary. This day has long been prophesied. The Lord has promised worthy Saints of our time: “Upon the servants and upon the handmaids in those days will I pour out my spirit.” (Joel 2:29.)
A woman’s richest rewards will come as she rises to fulfill her destiny as a devoted daughter of God. To all faithful Saints He has promised thrones, kingdoms, principalities, glory, immortality, and eternal lives. (See Rom. 2:7; D&C 75:5; D&C 128:12, 23; D&C 132:19.) That is the potential for women in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. It is exalting, everlasting, and divine."
When I read these words, I feel uplifted and grateful that I have this potential! In the past, I have chosen to allow the advasary to sway me and pull me down. Now, knowing that I have a choice, makes such a difference! I will choose to remember that I am a daughter of God who has divine worth!
I love having the opportunity and blessings of being a stay-at-home mom! Even though I am learning and growing everyday and I still fall short at times, I know that my Father in Heaven always has open arms for me to "come unto Him," become whole in spirit and know who I am in His sight!
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
School's out for SUMMER!!!
Yeah!!
Now what?
I am anxious to see what this summer will hold for our family! We have a lot of things we want to do, but not sure how to do them all!
We passed our final home study and are waiting for our license to come in the mail. It is strange to think that we may have foster kids by the end of the month...whoa! We are all still excited, but it still doesn't really seem real, in a way. Even after all the hoops we've jumped through to get to this point.
Christian is determined to go rock hunting all over Utah this summer. We are trying to plan a few inexpensive camping trips to accommodate his endeavors! :)
I myself will enjoy book club (my FAVORITE), laying out by the pool, summer date nights with my sweety and all the fun new movies that are coming out this summer.
Life is good! We are so blessed and lucky to live in such a beautiful world! Summer is AWESOME!!
I hope you all have a super-duper, fun-filled summer! :)
Now what?
I am anxious to see what this summer will hold for our family! We have a lot of things we want to do, but not sure how to do them all!
We passed our final home study and are waiting for our license to come in the mail. It is strange to think that we may have foster kids by the end of the month...whoa! We are all still excited, but it still doesn't really seem real, in a way. Even after all the hoops we've jumped through to get to this point.
Christian is determined to go rock hunting all over Utah this summer. We are trying to plan a few inexpensive camping trips to accommodate his endeavors! :)
I myself will enjoy book club (my FAVORITE), laying out by the pool, summer date nights with my sweety and all the fun new movies that are coming out this summer.
Life is good! We are so blessed and lucky to live in such a beautiful world! Summer is AWESOME!!
I hope you all have a super-duper, fun-filled summer! :)
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